September 6, 2017
“Why me, Lord”
“My grace is sufficient for you.” 2 Cor. 12:9
“Why do bad things keep happening to me?” When I was asked this question recently, I replied that it was one of life’s mysteries that misfortune follows some people more than others. We could probably look at a person’s life and trace a series of decisions that brought “bad luck”. Or, as I have discovered too often, what others have done to some people in childhood has set them up for choosing the wrong people in their lives. This, too, brings much sorrow and hardship. In general, sin has ruined our world, and whether in fires, hurricanes, or personal misfortune, we will have trouble in the world because of sin.
We could say some people are getting what they deserved. Yet for others, we just shake our head and ask, “Why her, Lord? What did he do to deserve that? Ultimately, it remains a mystery. Through the prophet Isaiah God says “my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are my ways your ways. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.” (55:8-9) We may never know the answer to our hardest questions.
What I do know is that we can’t determine God’s grace or our unworthiness by what suffering we have to endure. In spite of some of the televangelists, life is not guaranteed to work out pleasantly even if we have enough faith. In reality, it’s a greater sign of faith it we still have it when life is decidedly unpleasant.
So that we neither become conceited because life is good, nor despair because it isn’t, we learn to take the good and bad both as God’s will for us. It strengthens our faith when we have little, and fills our heart with gratitude when we have more than we deserve. Whatever life gives us, God has his reason for letting it, whether good or bad, much or little.
The important point is that we always have Him. He promises in His word, “I will never leave you or forsake you.” His grace is enough for every need. Forsaken on the cross, Jesus died so that our sins will never cause God to forsake us. In rising from the dead, He showed that death will never separate us from the love of God. If it feels unfair for us to suffer for being good, it’s even more unfair that we sinners receive anything good from God at all. That’s His grace at work, and it is enough, always.
May God’s presence keep you in His peace,